26 december 2021

I have to get this out of my head.

I was supposed to stay with my dad and his new girlfriend on saturday, and stay with my mom on sunday, but my mom was in an incredibly bad mood. Just a few minutes ago, my mom put on her shoes and her coat, and when I asked where she was going, she just said "away". I have no idea where she is now, and I also have no idea what she's feeling, what I did or said that put her in a bad mood, and what I should do to fix it. If I should even be trying to fix it. "Why don't you go back home with your dad?" she said. Oh, I don't know, because we agreed that I'd stay here today?

It'll be even worse when my dad finds out she left without me, without telling me where she is. I'm afraid he'll get super pissed at her, call her, yell at her, and make everything even worse.

Tried a different cpu in the Fujitsu. Didn't fix the problem.

Had an assignment graded on Monday. Got a 9/10. At least I've got that going for me.